Fighters, happiness

When the fighters are all around

All the lovers are underground

No one will save you anymore

So what's happening, what you rapping about?

It's a boy. Is it cars? Is it girls? Is it money?

The world?


Or is it something they can never believe?

Or is it something you can never achieve?
Is it

Beyond your means?

Is it

Inside your dreams?

Can it

Never come out cause it's scared to

Unprepared to

Too worried about the words of the people it's weird to

You don't want them to hear you

You just wish there was a door that would appear that you can go disappear through

Well I'm feeling your pain

I was feeling the same

But I said I'd never feel that again

- Lupe Fiasco

Good song, lol

Anyway now to the happiness part
I've come to realise something that was always there, but never really appeared to me before. I've come to a point in my life where I found myself asking what is the meaning of life. Very spiritual i know. lol
Is it essentially the pursuit of happiness?
I've seen the movie and my answer kind of relates to it.
I asked myself this because i was in the shops today and i see a father and his 2 children, Father was later 30s maybe and his kids were under 10. They were buying video games, which we all know cost bloody heaps just for a disc or cartridge some guy threw together. Anyway the stuff costs well over a hundred dollars and the guy paid with this credit card. As I watched him sign his hard earned money away in 20 times less time that it took to earn it, i thought to myself "holy shit" i used to put my parents through the exact same thing and i will have to do the same for my kids. So why do we do this? Because we love our kids obviously and the pursuit of happiness. Is that what were put on this world for? To be born, raise children, live happily so that they can do the same? I don't even know if most of the stuff im saying even makes sense. I'm jsut writing it as it appears in my head. It might be poorly structured etc. Kind of a sad realisation considering im 16 and have just found this out. I will add more later if more comes to me.

Kick PUSH!

Lupe was off the hook!!!

Best live performer ever i swear T_T

It was soo good!

Worth every cent, we were right at the front, i was in the middle of everyone and it was hot!

I was sweating like a beast, but it was all worth it. I video taped most if it, you can see on youtube. Best concert ever.

Click HERE for videos of the night. I practically taped all of it.

blah blah blah

I've got another movie haha

korean this time lol
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/My_Scary_Girl
read about it etc etc
good stuff

Also I've recently watched 'twilight'
i don't see what all the buzz is about
it was and average movie
And the guy looks kind of like a drag queen ftl lol

Lupe is tomorrow!!
can't wait, i was born for this haha
I will def update with pics

School starts in a week
shiettt :\
and after discussing it with some friends
i think im going to go into civil engineering as opposed to mechanical

Grand torino, 7 pounds, slumdog millionaire, benjamin button, all top movies 
I've been watching way too many T_T
*mental note - get a life

I've been working on the skating thing
gonna buy my board next week
then im going to sand the bottom picture thing off and maybe paint my own 
don't know how thats going to work out
possibly a great triumph or eipc failure

ozhonda 4 lyfe!
for my ozhonda family haha
they keep me entertained when im bored

i've got to try and make these entries longermaybe bitch about something or make a continous, long, dragging, pointless story about some shit, like everybody else doesmaybe lateruh thats about it for today
im ron burgundy, go ____ yourself san diego :P

hahahaah

EDIT: OH yeah shieeeee i almost forgot
Barack Obama's inauguration is today or tomorrow
I hope he can deliver what he has promised

And Australia is failling into recession T_T

Whats new

I don't know why im updating this, but im as bored as a mofo and thought I would.

Well whats new lately? Its 2009, I'm starting a new school, I'm in year 11. The end.
I've been going out too much lately and spending too much money. I've gotta stop, but only after I go to a Lupe FIASCO CONCERTO. Oh yeah you read right im going on the 20th. Its gonna be off the chisang lol :\. I'm also think about taking up skateboarding, the main reason because of lupe lol. So far I suck bic time and I haven't even gotten my own board yet :)

I've got a new awesome movie for you aswell.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/L_For_Love♥_L_For_Lies

Read about it, yadda yadda. Its a good film, I think I have a thing for sappy asian love movies

Theres alot more I want to say, but I can't be bothered right now. Happy new year everyonee!